I'M AT MOTHER FUCKING COLLEGE!!! I AM AT MOTHER FUCKING COLLEGE!!!! I AM AT MOTHER FUCKING COLLEGE!!!!! I AM A MOTHER FUCKING COLLEGE STUDENT!!!! I AM AT MOTHER FUCKING COLLEGE!!!

Well, the countdown to Toledo is nealy complete.  Only a few more days.  Then i am officially my own man.  It's kinda scary, eh?  Me being cut loose from everything I've known this far.  Time to shine, or time to live up to everyone's expectations, failure.  all for now.

Well.......nothing at all happened today.

I have tried for about an hour to find out how to change the stuff on the side...but i have not been able to....oh well....if you know how....tell me.

Goin to my uncle's house after i go to the dentist tomorrow, and after i go to the music shop to hopefully get my guitar fixed.  it will be fun i hope. it can't be too bad.

All for now.........might be more comming later.

Ah......xanga......it has been a long time........i have someone to cyberly bitch too.....anyways......man......looking back at some of the shit i had on here.....damn was i going down the road to homosexuality(pleae dont agree with me, simply a joke)....but anywho, i suppose that this will be a somewhat ok place to vent from time to time as i will have no friends in Toledo to vent to.......as much as i want to leave penn hills, i want to stay.....the ghetto charm has infected me.......it's not that bad of a place, if you can look at the glass as half full, in stead of pessimistically.......well, this is simply to get the feel for this kinda shit again.....for its 2:40 in the morning and i have nothing better to do, and i have lost the want for sleep......g'night to all

It's been quite a while since i've done this, and well, it has brought me comfort in the past, and hopefully it can do the same again.

Feeling a parfay of emotion. Good, bad, some I've never felt before. Life can just be so confusing at times.

I'm getting back to a depressive state of mind, and i dont like it, but fear that i cant bring myself out of it.

I just learned that eugene's mom had a heart attack, and, wow. I never would've thought that she would. But it happened.

I'm going to Ozzfest!! seeing System of a Down, Disturbed, Atreyu, Black Label Society, and many more! I'm Pumped cause this is my first concert ever, and tis gunna be effin great.

My girlfriend is pissed at me, and i honestly dont know why. tis probably because i dont show enough romantisicm or "sweetness". i'm not the "sweetest" guy in the world. Too embarassing. Which brings me to my new thought.....

"What is the point of care? For everything that you care for will eventually parish in some way."

tell me what you think.